Well, that was really boring. They came into the group chat for like 2 minutes then left. I did get to see Meleena and found out she is married (for 2 months). I forgot she is like around 19-21 years old now. Well, it has put some things in perspective for me. I know what to do now and let's just say that our friendship is pretty much gone. we're acquaintances now. I guess i can be happy for her. her dress was pretty and the bridesmaids all looked lovely in that color red. none of my family out there even said hi to me. whatever, i will do what i have to, in order to be a good servant of Jehovah, but it doesn't mean I have to get close to anyone. it was nice 'listening' to the friends, cuz i didn't talk at all until Meleena said something to me. But yeah, it's just done between us. she has her bestfriend and her male bestfriend (husband). I'm tired of being the 3rd wheel and getting hurt constantly. I'll do what I have to to maintain my relationship with Jehovah and that is all. I don't have to open up or share anything with anyone.
6:42 p.m. - 2020-10-17
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